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| homecoming. |
[27 Sep 2003|04:25pm] |
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when you're at the homecoming football game, its funny to watch as our team gets pounded play after play. eh so i went to the homecoming game yesterday. it was a really spur of the moment thing as i went with lauren and lewis. we were supposed to meet joseph there but he didnt come till after. first i picked up lauren at around 5:30ish and we walked down to lewis' where we waited for the longest time for him. after we went to 7-11 and to the game. as usual lauren doesnt sit with me as she does this all the time. it sucks cause i'm like why do we even come to stuff like this if you dont even sit with me, but eh i wasnt that bummed about it as me and lewis talked about the game. after halftime (there was a stupid thing about the homecoming queen. i didnt care) and yeah it was lame. the whole time i wished i was home playing vice city. the second half was a bit more eventful as i got a call from linda and realized how close we were sitting. yeah nothing very interesting. after the game me and lauren went driving with joseph and nathan to end up back at the school and yeah me and lauren left and got picked up by her mom. her mom took us to in-n-out but it was closed so we went to the hat and i saw mitsu (spelling?) and adrian. i talked to them and then went we went home. it was ok i guess. i could have had alot more fun doing other things. eh lauren and i are SUPPOSED to do somethign to day but yeah i'm not getting any responses so i suppose i'll have fun home alone on a saturday night. oh well.
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| i've failed at everything. |
[24 Sep 2003|07:02pm] |
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no need for an entry. read the subject.
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| a rare update |
[23 Sep 2003|10:20pm] |
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wow its been so hard to update now with school and stuff but i'm trying. anyways nothing much has been happening seeing that many people dont really like my constant rants about her so i'll cut it down to a minimum. so basically, for the past few days, or since my last update, all i've been doing is hanging around my gf and stuff. i dont know whats been going on. i'm way too tired to stop thigns down. i cant slow down, otherwise i'll just get trampled from behind. this is cool i have most of my life planned out from who i want to marry to where i want to work to where i want to live. weird.
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| i'm just a salesmen, please to meet you. can i show you around? |
[18 Sep 2003|06:25pm] |
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havent updated in ages so i thought i'd update before i started my geometry homework. i forgot my history book at school and instead brought my literature book. i'm mad because of that, however i have more important things to blab about. ah its so nice knowing i can say stuff and the people who i want this to reach, it will reach because word spreads. anyways i auditioned for the play and got casted as i suspected, however not as the role i wanted. i dont like this teacher much as her auditions showed it all. we didnt really have freedom as to the characters we wanted to play which explains why i'm unhappy. i didnt get the role i wanted so therefore i'm pissed, but it doesnt hurt to ask to be the understudy and hope lewis quits cause yeah hes got some issues with the role. i dont like the cast one bit though. i doubt i'm going to talk to many people on the cast. i'll probably limit myself to andrew, lewis, lindsay, and few others. when i say few i mean like 2 or 3 at the most as i know all the other people hate me. well all you other people, fuck you up the asshole with a big rubber dick. if you guys cant tolerate me, then at least tolerate my character. theres a difference between angelo and thesius. go figure why these people are assholes.
this weekend, if it goes in my favor, should be great fun. like really great fun. i should be spending it with lauren and its always fun to be around here with no people there to stare. yeah so this weekend SHOULD be really great IF things go my way. my birthday is like in a month and 20 days. i want lots of stuff this year as i'm always cut short. eh we'll see.
Dear Person Who Doesnt Like Me,
Go fuck yourself in the ass with a cucumber bitch.
Sincerly,
Angelo.
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| it wasnt good enough |
[13 Sep 2003|11:01pm] |
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i need new acoustic strings. does anyone care to donate/get me some? my birthday is next month so we can call it like an early birthday present?
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| theres a reason why certain people meet. |
[13 Sep 2003|02:45pm] |
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hm last night/yesterday was pretty fun. i got kinda restless toward the end of the day overfilled with exhaustion and worry. eh sorry guys if i seemed sad. yeah anyways we almost crashed a few times but it was the worth the adrenline rush. man i dont know why i come online. its weird but i come online, i'll talk to a few people occasionally and then i just sit here and go back to the same websites over and over again. i IM people and they dont talk. hm i have a headache, i'm tired, i wonder what lauren is doing, i wonder why she hasnt called/texted me, i wonder if anything is gonna prevent me from doing what i want to do. him i've had this idea for ages now, but the prep for it is way much work and yeah. my birthday is like 2 months away. does anyone care to get me the csi season one/two dvd set? probably not but eh thought i'd put that there.
school yesterday was pretty lame. sheilla made me cupcakes adn they were good. i felt bad cause i meant to play around and throw one at lewis, but i accidentally hit him in the face. his face was red after. i felt bad. lets see what else was bad about yesterday, school was bad, especially foods. i dont like that class and i'm goign to transfer out ASAP. also before foods i was walking into the school and some asshole decided to throw a fuckign orange and it hit me. that pissed me off cause i hate oranges due to the fact that they're sticky as fuck and yeah good way to piss me off. 6th period was ok as usual as i got into an argument/talk with ms tuttle where she urged me to do my work and i told her no because i already took the class and i'll just get A's on all my tests and she laughed and said i needed to do my homework also and i told her no i didnt. haha that was funny. lets see i also disliked 1st period due to the fact that robert chang is my partner in work and i really dont like the guy. he kinda annoies me and its not great. man if i would have asked that stupid girl who sits in front of me faster, i would have gotten a better partner but no i'm an idiot and just never open my mouth. second period wasnt bad cause i just played on the computer the whole time and i discovered that with about 100 dollars i can generate nuclear energy if i have the right things. hm third period was boring and i had a test and didnt study. that sucked as well. fourth period was funny because of that freshman who constantly pisses the teacher off. that kid always says the wrong things haha. damn white boy. anyways i got some new magic cards and i'm workign on my magic tricks. hehe so next time you see me ask me to do you a trick cause i'm going to take them everywhere. haha. bye.
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| and if i had the guts... to put this to your head... |
[12 Sep 2003|09:29am] |
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i'm at school updating and yeah i dont want to be here. i'm supposed to be researching nuclear chemistry but i dont feel like it. i'm hungry and i want food as usual. hm i need to pee also. ugh i have the most ignorant people in this class. they piss me off because they say the stupidest shit and to top that off, i have a bunch of fobs in my class that dont speak english or whatever and that pisses me off when i try to talk to one of them asking what the squation is for nitrogen mustard. does anyone know? ah i've figgured it out CH2-CH2-C1 and then its N and then CH2-CH2-C1. see these fobs could have helped me if they werent little immigrants, but no they have to be little assholes with me. dude and i even talk anime with the ones that know english and they still hate me. this sucks i'm going to start beating them up. well not really.
lauren got her phone back which means i'm going to have a really high bill soon as we text message eachother alot and yeah things lead to other things and before you know it i have a 30 dollar bill for text messaging alone, nowhere near 2000 something like i've seen, whoever has a bill that high seriously needs their phone taken away. either that or something because thats outrageous. haha anyways some dudes are supposed to come after school to attempt to beat up me and lewis, more lewis, but eh i guess i have some part in this also. haha this is going to be funny if they come. i have a gun in my backpack and i'm not scared to use it.
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i woke on in a bad mood. fucking great. anyways things are getting to me so i thought i'd get them out of my head before i got to school. well here goes, i'm pissed because people keep coming to me with their stupid fucking problems and its like dude i dont give a shit, your a drunk and a liar, next case. another thing is that face that these stupid people with their petty brains ask me if i want to go get drunk with them. of course not you dumb motherfucker. i do not drink. everyone knows this. sheesh. man i have alot more but i cant think of them right now. if i was a young white kid, i'd shoot up the school. serious cause only white kids do it and thats how i feel. besides the fact that only white kids do it, i want to do it becase i realize whenever its done, its done wrong. yeah i'll elaborate later. school time now.
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| roll tape and decode the moans! |
[08 Sep 2003|11:21pm] |
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i have a new s/n: decodethemoan. comment if you want to be added, otherwise i'm cutting off your hands to show you where you stand. dammit the blood brothers have me talking all weird. well i'm going to go.
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| and everytime you say something i'm gonna say its cause you killed my... |
[07 Sep 2003|11:09pm] |
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i had to walk to laurens today. thats like a 40 minute walk... but it was worth it. big time. i'd do it again if i could. oh how i love her. yeah well we fooled around in her house till around 4:30 ish and then left to marie calenders, then we went to starbucks then home. yeah details arent for anyone because i dont feel like telling you people. yeah today was a nice day. i had a lot of fun and realized i'm a killer or some sort.... go ask lauren.
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[03 Sep 2003|10:09pm] |
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on another not i got turned down on this application to be in a community. damn thats 3 times. fuck all you people with judging communities, they're so fun, yet so harsh. oh well.
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| roll on top of me baby, yeah just roll..roll..roll |
[03 Sep 2003|09:47pm] |
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hm if this was what i've been waiting for i was in for a huge upset and a huge step down from summer. i expected school to be so cool because i was going to be able to see lauren everyday and as much as that joys me and as much as i'm going to love being able to see her, i realized i'm back to the place that disgusts me because its horrifying in appearance and embarasses me around people from other schools. also i'm back to seeing the people that i've grown to hate in 3 years. Yes its a horrible thing to say but some people just get on my fucking nerves. Ok i'll make a run down of my scedule.
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<lj-cut="its>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] hm if this was what i've been waiting for i was in for a huge upset and a huge step down from summer. i expected school to be so cool because i was going to be able to see lauren everyday and as much as that joys me and as much as i'm going to love being able to see her, i realized i'm back to the place that disgusts me because its horrifying in appearance and embarasses me around people from other schools. also i'm back to seeing the people that i've grown to hate in 3 years. Yes its a horrible thing to say but some people just get on my fucking nerves. Ok i'll make a run down of my scedule.
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<b>!first period</b>
ok the day starts out ok only i'm surrounded in a class filled with fucking hideous looking people, some stupid nigger that gives the dumbest answers, and some stupid gangster guy that thinks hes funny but hes not getting over with me. i dont want to sound conceited but i was the only one in the whole fucking class that gave an answer of an intellect level on the downsides of america, with the exception of mark but he doesnt count cause all he listens to is that political punk so he doesnt count. anyways to top it off horrible first period. next.
<b>!second period</b>
chemistry. i'm in the same classroom as i was in last year. what the fuck? our school budget has put chemistry classes in regulary classroom's. how the fuck are we supposed to do anything? anyways besides the fact that i know no one in my chemistry class, its actually quite interesting as the teacher is very laid back when it comes to talking, not like i'm going to talk to anyone, but still it must be cool for the people that do talk. he said hes going to make this class as easy as possible. he better. i want to get into college. anyways its a nice class as hes a nice asain guy that speaks funny.
<b>!third period</b>
english. ha what i excel in most as i've had an A since freshman year and i dont want it to drop so i'm going to try hard in this class. we got a nice poem and it was quite interesting and if anyone wants to read it you can IM me or something or comment because i dont feel like going in my backpack and looking for it, but if you want to i will. anyways its a nice class nonetheless, except for the fact that once again i have no one to talk to. sucks to be me.
<b>!fourth period</b>
easily the class i hate most, not because its hard or anything as i expect an A, but because i have Ms. Su, that stupid fob. i hate this bitch. she didnt even help me in class when i needed help. not really help, i just wanted to ask her if it was ok to use pen as i didnt have a pencil and that bitch ignored me so shes on my automatic dislike and i cant understand what the fuck shes saying.
<b>!lunch</b>
heres where my day dies down. yes i do get to see my friends/lauren occasionally and shit, but damn, the freshman bring down my morale as they all crowd around our table making it difficult to look at the vending machines. yeah i know i was a freshman once and i do help any freshman that asks for it, but still do not crowd the area, find a place and fucking sit down. shit man.
<b>!fifth period</b>
an easy class? YES! haha its foods, who fails foods? haha plus i'm gonna transfer to first period so i can be in class with faus and let her do my cooking. fair? YES. haha i sit at a table with 4 ugly, but trying to be hot, chicks that are annoying and cant think of simple answers to simple questions. fair? NO.
<b>!sixth period</b>
this class would be horribly boring if it wasnt for the fact that i have lauren in it and we sit next to eachother so at least i can look at her and be entertained, rather than looking at mr. mcelhaney and wish hateful things on the ugly bastard. anyways i hate the class. end of story. </lj-cut>
after school i walked home with bobby because no one was there and we live the same way. i got home and got online and attempted to update but failed. yeah theres some shit that pisses me off obviously, but being able to see lauren everyday balances it out alot. so hopefully tomorrow is a better day. tomorrow i have to go see mr. tarr to tell him to sign my transfer shit to go to journalism cause they want me to write for the school newspaper, which means i get to put what goes into our minds for once. damn this is gonna be fun. |
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| Orchestrating the song to accommodate the moment. Well, i'm so in love with you. |
[01 Sep 2003|08:12pm] |
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so today i went over to laurens. we had a good time. as soon as i got there i sat on her moms bed while she looked in the mirror and then we started making out and stuff and yeah i was like 'dude, we're on your moms bed' so we moved over to her room. we had fun for like 3 or 4 hours jsut kissing and talking and having fun. yeah i love her. yeah after we went to taco bell and tower. yeah we havent had that kind of fun in awhile. we were supposed to go to marie calenders but everytime i wanted to leave, lauren would want to lay down and stuff so it was a no-go and we didnt. so then i skated home at warp speed and yeah now i'm here talking to people. well one day left till school. this summer was quite interesting and one of the best i've had because of lauren and all my friends, however it had its downs but when is there a perfect summer? never. it wouldnt be balanced and it'd be too much fun for one person. so summer ends tomorrow for me because i have school wednesday. well i have to go now. i'll update again later. maybe change my layout or something. i dont know..
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today i went to pasadena with lauren. it was an ok day i guess. i got her this stupid paul frank stuff and i got myself a couple pairs of jeans and 3 shirts or so. i still need more clothes for school. i need to be done school shopping by wednesday because i start school on wednesday and yeah i need alot of new clothes, not to mention school supplies. i still kinda need alot of things, but eh i'll make do with what i have. i have 30 soemthign dollars and i'm tempted to go by a game but again i'm also tempted to by static lullaby tickets. hmm i want both, but my mom told me to save the money for clothes. i dont want clothes. i want a game. clothes wont keep me from being bored, however the game will. whats with her, she needs to know that i'd prefer a game over clothes. eh tough decision. i'm so hungry and i dont know what to eat. i'm getting skinnier by the second. hm so i'm here hungry on a saturday while lauren is out doing other things probably with lindsay so who knows what they're doing. hm well i'll update on my internal feelings later because some dude wants to duel me and i never backdown from a challenge.
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| it's hard when even i dont know if i'm alive |
[30 Aug 2003|09:51am] |
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yesterday i saw s.w.a.t with lauren. the movie was lame. that mexican chick was a dyke. everyone could see it. anyways the movie was fun cause lauren i was there with lauren. before that we had missed the bus to get to the theatre so we called her mom and asked her to take us. i'm going shopping with her today. i think we're going to pasadena cause i want to play with the mr. t toy. haha i must go now. more later.
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| these are the words you wish you wrote down. |
[29 Aug 2003|10:35am] |
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god damn i'm so fucking sick of changing my passwords. what the fuck is the point? i always have to because fucking people love going into my shit. damn those two sentences were very vulgar. eh oh well. anyways i've been looking for my original nintendo because i've had this urge to play zelda. such a great game. i have it on computer and its good but i'd rather play on a tv. if anyone wants it IM me and i'll send it to you. anyways not much has been going on except me always having to worry about people changing my fucking passwords and shit. they dont realize that i know how to fucking hack their computers and shit. damn they piss me off so much. so i changed my password again and this time i used only numbers so it should be hard for people to attempt to crack. man i'm pretty cold. its probably because i stepped in water and i was in my socks. the reason for this was because there was a swarm of ants around my counter and stove so i had to clean them. i had to use bleach so now my hands smell like bleach. it doesnt smell that great. man i feel really sick smelling all this bleach. ugh... i have a ortho appointment today to finish up everything with my braces. well i think i'm going to walk over to get some donuts and a soda so i'm off.
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| you're a touch overrated |
[28 Aug 2003|12:17am] |
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isnt it weird how parents are always saying that they know how we feel? i know alot of people disagree either way so i'm just going to say is it possible that they do? hm not much has been going on with me. i still havent gotten my ps2 game i've wanted for like a few months now. my parents arent consistant. hm speaking of inconsistant, my eating habits are horrible sometimes i eat 2 small things, but other times like today i eat alot. today i ate 2 slices of pizza, 2 soup at hands, a few pieces of cereal and yeah. usually all i eat is 2 things of soup and thats it, but today i was hungry. its weird.
nothing to do nowadays. i sit around all day and do nothing. no one ever calls up and asks me if i want to do something, besides the usual person that always does and even if shes who i like to be around most. fuck another wasted summer. my summer started the day after summerschool ended and from now till then, i really dont remember much of it. i remember very few things but everything else is nothing. hm. go find consistancy in fun. you wont find it.
note: people who use the word aint. please dont. its not a word. consult the oxford dictionary and look for it. you wont find it so stop saying it.
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